This is a picture I did not take of my friend sitting on my right, buried in the brown wool bed sheet, on a trip to Kusadasi, Ozcelik Otel, trying his best to hold my pointless tears before they touched the floor, then we leaned towards each other like leaning towards an empty hope, that he tried to build back up so I can knock him down to the ground again, when I start talking without noticing he laughed, he laughed like he cried, like he will always support me, so I realize the emotions I feel now, were just dreams once.